Monday, September 27, 2010

Settling In and Answering Questions

I've been back home now for a little over a week. People are constantly asking questions. How am I settling in? How do I feel? Do I miss South Africa? What are my plans now?

All good and even reasonable questions, but I find that I have almost no answers for them. It may be because since the day after I landed, I've had a horrible cold and haven't felt well, but whatever the cause I know I need to take this slow even when almost every urge inside me is telling me to hurry up and do something with myself. My biggest fear is that I'll cave to the pressure and do something I have no passion or heart for and I'm desperately trying to avoid that.



So to answer everyone's questions in one fell swoop and to the best of my ability . . .

"I don't know, I'm still working on it."

2 comments:

Keri said...

Thanks for sharing Brit. You are allowed not to know at this point. I hope you get better soon and take care of yourself. You are loved and missed....

Rachel said...

all in good time my dear. take some time to just enjoy being home... no hurry to find what you are supposed to be doing! just leave it up to God and enjoy your family and friends! So happy you are home. Let me know when you are ready to hang out and maybe we can get coffee or something!!!