I've been back home now for a little over a week. People are constantly asking questions. How am I settling in? How do I feel? Do I miss South Africa? What are my plans now?
All good and even reasonable questions, but I find that I have almost no answers for them. It may be because since the day after I landed, I've had a horrible cold and haven't felt well, but whatever the cause I know I need to take this slow even when almost every urge inside me is telling me to hurry up and do something with myself. My biggest fear is that I'll cave to the pressure and do something I have no passion or heart for and I'm desperately trying to avoid that.
So to answer everyone's questions in one fell swoop and to the best of my ability . . .
"I don't know, I'm still working on it."