My Deep Freeze

I haven't been blogging much lately. I don't know if it's a lack of inspiration/motivation or simply boredom with my life at the moment. I've barely taken my camera out and find myself merely sleeping and working with little to no creative impulse.

This isn't me. It's not who I am, but I know when I get bored and life changes rhythm my coping mechanism tends to be to withdraw from people and my creative side definitely suffers. I don't know if I'd honestly call it depression so much as a deep freeze. While I don't mind working at Target, it really is the only thing going on in my life right now and that's just how it's going to be until massage school starts in April. Not exactly stimulating.

I wish I was the type of person who is able to motivate and push myself past my slumps, but I confess I'm a bit of a 'wallower' and it tends to take me awhile to mentally move past my problems. I'll get there though. Eventually.